Sunday, October 30


I hate myself today. Maybe not hate, but dislike and confusion are accurate.

How exactly does one gain 2lbs while eating 1200 calories and exercising every day. This boggles my mind. I don't get it and I refuse to believe it. Actually it's depressed me greatly and I would like to curl up in bed all day.

Putting on muscles would be great, but I've done this before and this isn't how my body works.

I'm fucking grouchy. I can't wait for tomorrow...for one day to just not do this...

1 comment:

  1. Perhaps water weight or you have plateaued a wee bit. Don't get discouraged hunny! You have done really well so far and a small hiccup is not worth hating yourself!!
    Take today off and wake up tomorrow with a fresh look at things.